fall out boy and a poem

so today is a fall out by concert. 

but not jst any type of concert 

a free one

and ii kno for a fact it gonna be awesome. 

its gonna be od niice.

cuz its  gonna be up close and personal.  

not like most concerts where there is like 

20 million thousand ppl

and there wont be as many body guards.

so ii have to hope and pray.

POEM TIME!!

to get to see fall out boy

would make me do a dance.

to go and rock out

with a once in a life time chance.

hear pete play

and watch patrick sing.

joe rock his guitar

and andy do his thing.

rock out in manhattan

and just jumping around.

do nothing but enjoying

the acoustic fall out boy sound.

GAY MARRIAGE!!

so in class ii get to learn abt sumthing that means a lot to me. gay rights and the whole gay marriage issue. as of now gay arent allowed to get married thanks to a little thing Prop 8. It's amazing what the people for prop 8 pull out of there butts. They use the children sayin that its not right to teach children that 2 ppl of the same sex loving eachother is right. ii managed to find 2 web pages one against prop. 8 and the other against it. ii oculdnt believe how different each one was.  For me it was an eye opener how ignorant some people can be. 

Last night I saw the funniest and most true video ever. It was called prop 8 the musical and it had a bunch of stars that are against prop 8 and showing just how ignorant the government can be. ii say that part that was the most true had to be when jack black came out as jesus and told the government that they can't use the bible as a way to stop gay marriage because they created a law against putting religion and state together. all together that video really was a great overview of what they're trying to do in cali. and whats goin on with that. 

RIKU IS AMAZING!!

ii am no longer sick....

ii cnt believe it. ii am so damn happy. ii did nothing but play kingdom heart and watching movies.

thats my main squeeze from kingdom hearts. his name is riku. if he was a real person my boyfriend would be totally assed out. ii would leave him in a heartbeat for him. He's tall, myserious, and jst all around sexy. hes the main reason ii play kingdom hearts. jst so that ii can get a look at him. ii mean sure ii get so mad that ii want to throw my game controler at the tv screen. but riku makes up for it....dnt u think??

ii mean ii had no idea video game characters can jst be ssssssooooo damn sexy.....*sigh* if ii saw him in person im not sure what ii would do. or if ii saw sum hot guy cos-playing him....HOLY CRAP!! ii would jump on him....but ii havent found a hot cos-play of riku....its so sad......=[ but oh wells

my baby!!

this is the car ii want....in this color....this is my new baby....it's a porchse 911 turbo.

it's the same car alice from twilight has....

and ii want this so bad...it goes so damn fast...

and this car is jst SEXY!!!

ii plan on gettin this once im out of college. ii will do anything ii need to do to get this...ii jst could nvr believe cars could be this sexy. its jst amazing. ii nvr really care much about cars but when i say this i could help but want this car so bad. when ii read abt it in the book ii was like that sounds sexy. and then ii saw the pic and ii fell to the floor cuz of how sexy it is. even was dad was amazed that ii would like a car like this. and he looked at me and was like damn....thats pretty awesome. ii really jst hope that ii do get this car. it will make me a happy panda....ii jst cnt believe how much ii love this car.....makes me smile everytime ii see it....first car that can ever make me do this...

aaaahhhh!!! so hot...

invisible cheerleader

i'll be ur invisble cheerleader,
pretending to be your friend.
the person that will always
be there till the very end.
hiding on the sidelines,
blending in with the crowd,
not showing my emotions,
cuz thats not allowed.
to them ii dnt exsit,
yet to u im everything
truth of the matter is....
i'll be ur anything.
i'll be ur invisble cheerleader
and i'll give it my best,
jst to try....
and stand out from the rest
ii wont admit
how much it bothers me.
for no one to witness
what ii see...
ii kno u tell me otherwise..
but however....
sumtimes ii think
it'll be this way forever...

twilight fever!!!

so twilight is coming out this friday and im jst so damn happy.
the book is jst so cool.
but im getting mad because every damn quiz ii take about the book ii get bella who is the one character ii wish would die. ii cnt stand her.
but atleast it means ii get my edward.
ii think everyone should read twilight those books are jst amazing and u grow attached to the damn characters. and u learn to hate sum...like jacob black...and love sum like edward cullen.
all ii have to say is team edward all the way!!
and on top of that the guy that plays edward is sexy and jst amazing.
god ii love him so so much...
and he makes me happy to be a brunnette jst cuz he's so damn hot....and hes the only sweetheart and he truley loves bella....
yay!! but 4 more days till it comes out!!

S.A.T Class

ok so today ii had my s.a.t. class today and it's in my mom's school with the kids that go there.
so there is this gay kid named brandon and he is such flaming homo...ii cnt think of another way to put it. so he calls this girl allah the name tiffany and so he told this story to our s.a.t teacher about how she got her name. but ii wasnt listening so ii didnt hear his story. but then allah got mad at him and was like "hey did you guys hear the story about my imaginary friend named brandon." so we started laughin and then brandon looked at her and said "oh hell yeah ii remember him, ii bagged him in about 2 seconds, he looked damn good." we all look at brandon and started laughin at him. even our teacher looked at him and started laughing. after that everyone was crackin jokes and we almost got kickd out of the room because we didn't know how to act. but nothing was as funny as brandon being gaytastic. after that class kind of got boring except when this girl jackie made fun of this girl fong and kept callin her stupid everytime she tried to read and when fong stopped jackie was like what the hell why arent you reading. and it was funny cuz fong kept getting mad. class is always like this, we don't get any work done sumtimes because we play around a lot. it jst makes class more interesting...atleast to me it does.

Dirty little secrets...

• I'm dating someone in the school...
• I'm not fully over my ex girlfriend...as much as I pretend to be...
• I'm more fragile then ppl take me to be..
• I'm more scared of living life then being alone.
• I hide things so that people think I'm always ok.
• I never really tell the truth about how I feel...
• I hate the fact I have to hide my relationship at school...
• Things at home couldn't be worse...
• I don't feel like I deserve the perfect relationship...yet I have one
• I can't stand my mom...
• The reason I want to be far away for college is so that I can be away from home.
• I don't trust people as much as I should....
• I lied my way through therapy...

early morning fun!!

So today is just like any other Sunday, I wake up and have to go see my sister play soccer with her team the blue demons
I thought it was just going to be like the other games, we're loud and proud and cheer our
team on. Today was one of the funniest games ever. So one of the parents of the other team had on these tight pants it's the ones that have the buttons down the side and can come off easy. I was sitting down minding on own business when my mom calls me over and that her and a parent of one of the other kids on my sister's team have come to the conclusion that the guy has on a g-string. So I go and look at him and I started laughing. One of the other parents said he has on panties, I looked at him and I was like mom it's party boy. (for those or you who don't know party boy is a guy off of jackass who wears the same pants and when he feel like it rips them off and dances on people.) So we were sitting there at the side lines and then we were talking about how the goalie for the other team is really good. And it turned out the goalie was party boy's son. So I told my mom the only reason the kid was good was because party boy told him if he didn't play well he was gonna get danced on.
I had never had so much fun as I did today. My mom, the other parents and I just sat their making fun of whoever we could.
Then to make it all better my sister team won. The score was One to Zero so not only did I end up laughing while freezing my buns off. My sister's team worked hard and was able to beat this team...for the second time. We were so proud of them. But that was a great way to start off my day.I couldn't ask for a better morning. =D

my plans after school.

school has only been going on for a month and i wish it was almost over already.....
i really do like school and all but i can't wait till school is over...i am sick of all the b.s.
of living at home. i just want to get away and be able to live my own life the way i want to and how i plan on it. no how my mom or my dad want me to. but me. that's the main thing i really want is to just be able to be me, and not worry about what my mom is gonna think.
so my first order of business when i get to college is to get my lip pierced. my mom hates it and i want it. so that what i shall do.
then my next order of business would be to dye my hair red and purple...
i'm not sure what to do next, but those are the 2 i really want to do.
as i get closer and closer to leaving my house i shall think of more
and post them up here. only because knowning me i would just forget them all
and would be very sad.
i guess that's it for now. WHHOOO!!

ariella is my name....drama is my game...

what would you do if.....
someone told you that one of your friends bought you a gold ring that had imataion diamonds in it....
how do you deal if you had no idea that this person liked you this much...
possibly even loved you and you never meet.
what do you do when you find out this person
does nothing but talk about to your friend who got you two talking
and tell people how much they love you,
and talk about you all the time.
how do you handle something like this
that they call you wife, not wifey and call you boo all the time.
even though they know you have a boyfriend you care a lot about.
i really have no idea what to do,
i don't want to hurt this person what so ever
but i can't take the ring
and i think he got it for me...
for my birthday...
i swear my life can be like a soap opera sometimes.
i really had no idea someone can have as many problems as i do.
i find it so amazing.
but if anyone can help me please let me know.
i am totally clueless...

The night I became my halloween costume....

I had so much fun with this in class that I just wanted to continue it.....

The night I became my halloween costume, I was waking up from my slumber it was twilight outside. I blinked my copper/red eyes and looked around my room. I walked out the door and let the night cloak me as I stuck to the shadows as I walked around the cool winter night. I saw something flicker in the shadows and I turned to see a dog looking at me. I bared my teeth and saw him run back where he came from his black tail between his legs. I turned back around and continued on my way. My white marble skin was shinning in the moonlight. As I turned the corner I heard the familur sound of a human heartbeat. The same one two one two beat. The one sound that can bring me to my knees. I turned and saw a boy around the age of 17. He looked at me and said nothing. I turned and walked away to avoid any confrontation. I ran into the shadows and looked up at the sky and continued to enjoy the night that was in front of me.

INVADER ZIM!!

Do you have that one T.V. show that you never get sick of,
that no matter what time of day it is. Everytime you put it on you get a smile on your face.
That show for me is Invader Zim, no matter what type of mood I'm in this show can make me laugh.
Invader Zim used to be on Nick until it got cut off.
The show is about an alien named Zim who was sent to take over earth,
and has the help of his robot Gir. Who is insanely stupid and funny.
While Zim is on earth one of the human a wanna-be paranormal investigator named Dib.
The whole show is Zim trying to take over the world, while not getting noticed and while
Dib is trying to get hin noticed.
My mom doesn't get the show at all yet me my dad and my sister get it and
we sit laughing at Gir while he sings the doom song and talks about how he must obey the
Krazy Taco Man. I would tell someone to watch this only if they love shows that make no sense
and are really stupid. If you're a deep thinker I WILL WARN YOU NOW THIS SHOW ISN'T FOR YOU!!
But I mean just search Gir on youtube and you will see what I mean.

I SAW A LITTLE BIRDY!! =]

I saw a little birdy

sitting by a tree,

I saw a little birdy

and he hopped up on my knee

I saw a little birdy

and I wondered what it could be....

But before I got the chance it took a crap on me...

Hurray for stupid poems and this took me no more then 5 mins. People say I have a knack for writing poems. I love to do it. I will have more coming soon yay!!

my day =]

Today wasn't much of a day. I mean I did confront someone I don't like and told her how I really feel. Yet I'm not done. But that's another story. I chose one of the worst days to dress girlie. I ended up running into my ex girlfriend today who has never seen my girlie day. And OMG she was in her glory day. I think it shocked her to see me not dressed in all black. When we were going out she never saw me on my girlie days. And it bugged the hell out of her. So she wanted to mark the day that she saw me looking like it and she wanted a picture of me but because I refused to do it she came with me to my mom's job because she lived across the street. So we were hanging out. I had my new id and she hasn't seen it and she wanted it. We ended up fighting in the street. She has Monster (the energy drink) and something happened and she ended up on the floor. I was laughing my little sister was laughing and her brother who was with us was laughing really hard. I felt so bad so I let her see my id. It made my day, and so pretty much that was my day. That and I scarred a freshmen for life today. I will not say how but it was pretty simple. I couldn't stop laughing. So I guess today was a good day for me. Way better then yesterday. =]

friends and dating....

When someone tells you don't date your best friend. You should listen to them. I learned it the hard way. It will only work if you plan on staying with the person forever, or at least until you both get sick of each other. I almost lost my best friend by dating her. We've been friends since kindergarten, so my mom knows her, my dad knows her and I know her mom and grandmother. But anyways. This is a warning to guys and girls. DON'T SCREW UP WHEN YOUR DATING YOU BEST FRIENDS!! I learned the hard way, and I'm still dealing with it. I hate the fact we have constant fights almost everyday because I moved on. I hate the fact that we can't have a normal conversation without it going down hill cause we ran out of things to talk about. Do i regret going out with her. No don't get me wrong, she was the best person I ever dated (give or take the 3 break ups in the first 2 months) But I mean she opened up to me, and showed me a side of her no one has ever seen. But I guess now it's just the hard part knowing she won't let me go...and I'm trying to move on....Sometimes I wish things were different. But I guess it's a part of life I just have to learn to deal with and pray that things get better soon.

Interpretation of a poem

The poem:
Names
Be mindful of names, They'll etch themselves
like daily specials on the window glass
in a delible medium. They'll pass
transformed, erased, cloud the wind dissolves
above the ruckus of the the under-twelves
on the slide, the toddlers on the grass,
the ragged skinny guy taking a piss
in the bushes, a marton tanning her calves
on a bench, skirt tucked around her knees.
A sparrow lands in the japonica;
as if it were a signal, all at once
massed pigeons rush up from adjacent trees,
wingbeats intrusive and symphonic-a
near-total silence is the clear response.

This poem is talking about how there is a name for everything no matter what it is.
It's using images to show that everything has a name, from the kids playing in
the park to the guy whizzing in the bushes. It doesn't exactly talk about names
and what they do, but it shows how they are used in the world around us.